259. Sinking ship and a small boat

 Sinking ship and a small boat

Father ... part 1

A story of one father and all fathers - human beings

He was the laziest person in life. Then marriage happened. He had a family. He started to work and became a workholic. Too much of work and toxins of society and its individuals made him "irrepairably incorrigible" He hated the imperfect society and its individuals. Every year, he became more and more violent. He loved his family. But he had to vent out his violence through petty annoyances in small small matters at his house making everyone in family uncomfortable. He hated his actions too but could not control it. Like a pressure cooker lifting its weight and making sounds often, he was often short tempered and scolding them without reason. He was in the toxic society earning money. Those bad and heartless individuals are there.  The social venoms were increasing their intensity within him. He could not jump out of the ship because that is his life and workplace to earn money for his family. The huge ship is his character and temperament. How can a 40 year old, 50 year old or 60 year old get rid of his "concrete mindset" ... Destroying the ship and jumping out of ship is not possible. It is him and his body. The ship is his body, sinking, dying. The man on the ship is his mind. Cigar and Whiskey are the toxins of societal world killing him slowly slowly. 

He worked 15 hours a day. Lived a miserable life so that his son would live like a king not bowing down to anyone. 

He is a father

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The situation in picture started to happen. His downfall and drowning was inevitable. The wife saw it. If the big ship would sink,it would drag the small boat and it too would start to sink and kill all. The only way was to disconnect the rope. With pain in her heart she was delaying. She would delay to the last sec when the sinking would start to pull their boat too. Every second was like a month. Then the critical sinking began to happen. He could see her pain and mind. She appeared not to untie the rope at all. She appeared to have made up her mind to sink along with him with her children. He took the revolver and shot the rope. 2nd situation. She took a knife and cut the rope. The disconnected boat began to drift away from the huge ship. It happened. The last sinking began to happen. It is all fate. Nothing can be done to it. He was dying. He saw the face of his wife and children for last time. Even that was not peaceful. After his death, the boat will go but there would be pirates and rapists in Sea ... who knows what would happen. There will be huge cruise liner ships too. They will help and everyone will be safe. He chose the later option and prayed god that it should happen. For the wife, mother and children, the last second of seeing his face would be there for their whole lifetime

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This write was in my mind since 1990s but did not have means to deliver the write without images. It was as if a girl was pregnant for 25 years and could not deliver the baby. Today, i completed my "less elaborate" write. It is such a dense theme that one can write 1,000 parts on it. This is part 1 only

185 The great bad people

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